Today's run began as a test of determination and will to simply build muscle and cardio endurance.  But it ended up somewhere totally different. 
I set out to run 6 miles today.  Basically, doubling my normal run!
I took a nice brisk walk down to the greenway in the misty rain.  I thought about not running because of the mist...wondering what I would do if it really started raining.  I figured what the heck, lets go anyway.
When I got to the greenway and started my run, the song on my iPod changed to "Grace Like Rain" by Todd Agnew.  Funny, I thought.  It's raining.  Okay, I'll take this rain as grace from God to finish this out today. 
I spent just a little bit of time talking to God at the beginning of my run.  I felt like He said just run, wave and say good morning to everyone you see and worship.  And, that's just what I did.  I love listening to worship music and I was singing along as I ran.  Not out loud of course, but still moving my lips...I sort of wonder if people think that's weird but I've passed some runners before that are singing to themselves and I don't think it's weird so I figure I should just stop worrying about it!  Said hi and good morning to as many people as I could, waving when I couldn't get the words out.  LOL! 
So, I was pretty surprised when I was actually coming up on mile 4!  At about 4.5 miles, my legs are feeling like jello, I'm breathing pretty heavy and I'm thinking about stopping to walk a little.  I say God, if you want me to go farther, I'm going to need some help.  And the song changed.  To "Believe" by Hillsong.  Here's some of the lyrics: "You are my strength.  You are my rock.  You are strong enough in my weakness."  And here's where you probably will think I'm weird.  As I sang those words, I felt the wind change from being in my face, to on my back and it was cooler!  I felt as I had a little push from behind to help me along.  I smiled.  God is so good and He is always with us.  So I made it past mile 5!  And the song changed again.  "Everlasting God"  by Lincoln Brewster.  Here's some of those lyrics: "Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord" "You comfort those in need.  You lift us up on wings like eagles".  And that's when I almost cried! Not from running more than 5 miles but because I know beyond a shadow of doubt that my God was running right there with me.  Like I said, this may seem weird or not normal to you, but this is just how real God is in my life every.single.day.  And when He's this real, how can I not talk about Him?  It blows my mind that on a regular old Saturday morning He'd choose to run with me.  But He did!!  
So, I started out to run this morning simply determined to increase my distance, improve my endurance.  But I ended up somewhere totally different.  I ended up in church!  Well, hopefully you know what I mean.  I ended up humbled in awe at my loving God, who chose to run with me this morning to help me accomplish a personal goal. 
Completed 6 miles in 1hr 7minutes.  YAY!!!
Wow! 6 miles! Awesome!
ReplyDeleteAnd I so get what you mean about what happened during the run. That's one of the things that I've always loved about running. I feel much closer to the Spirit then. I think that's one of the best forms of worship... feeling the wind and mist and the body that was made with love for you. You can feel alive and a deeper connection. It takes your mind off of the worldly things.
Awww, thanks Lori. (I'm glad it made sense and connected!) That's really the 1st time I've experienced a run like that. It definitely makes me want to run more!!
ReplyDeleteYour ready for the 10k, Keep it up. I may need you to burn me one of thoes inspirational playlist you have.
ReplyDeleteI need to get me some Hillsong and Jesus Culture.